Rainey Daze and Crazy Nights

Poetry, Paintings, and Ponderings: Through My Eyes

You and I Love Like No Other June 14, 2013

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Your lips touch mine like a butterfly’s wing

you taste of  sweat and  long days of spring

lingering, tasting, taunting me

I love how you and I become we.

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Hold me close and let’s dance real slow

hold me now and never let go

‘cuz you and I were made for one another

you and I love like no other.

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My paint touches canvas  and I feel your gaze

thoughts of you still put me in a haze

a shiver runs up and down my spine

I knew at first glance you’d always be mine.

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Hold me close and let’s dance real slow

hold me now and never let go

‘cuz you and I were made for one another

you and I love like no other.

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I awake with a start, tears on my face

Looking around, I don’t recognize this place

This is not our home, something’s not right

You should be here beside me at night.

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Hold me close and let’s dance real slow

hold me now and never let go

‘cuz you and I were made for one another

you and I love like no other.

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My heart breaks again as I remember the pain

Our carefree life ended at 3rd and Main

The squeal of the tires the sound of breaking glass

On that cold winter night from this life you passed.

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Hold me close and let’s dance real slow

hold me now and never let go

‘cuz you and I were made for one another

you and I love like no other.

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I dream at night of our time together

How we loved to dance in the stormy weather

Now  I spend each day all alone

I no longer dance now that you are gone.

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Hold me close and let’s dance real slow

hold me now and never let go

‘cuz you and I were were made for one another

you and I love like no other.

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Hold me close and let’s dance real slow

hold me now and never let go

‘cuz you and I were were made for one another

I will always love you like no other.

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Need a Chill Mood After Today June 11, 2013

Filed under: about me,journal,life,music — rainey46 @ 7:33 pm
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Playing this on repeat because it puts me in a chill mood. Today was rough for me and for J. Tell you about it later; right now I just need to chill.

 

 

New Favorite Song: Dirty Paws April 30, 2013

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http://video.pbs.org/video/2273417128/

There is something enchanting to me about this song…this band…

 

Another One For You, MBC April 15, 2013

Filed under: friend,music — rainey46 @ 7:19 pm
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There is an old song I listen to when I am feeling down. I don’t know why it’s this one song, but I listen to it on repeat, blasting it as loud as I can as I sing along.  After hearing it a few dozen times, I somehow always feel better. It doesn’t fix things and nothing really changes, but I do feel better. Maybe it’s because the words speak to me, and I don’t feel so all alone. You know, SOMEONE gets it.

I actually have a weird playlist of songs I listen to when I am feeling really rock-bottom down, but this one is always, always at the top of the list. I have posted about it before, but this one is for my friend, MBC. I’m thinking about you, and I want you to know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Maybe this song will help. Maybe you can find one that makes you feel better. Maybe, just maybe, knowing that I care will help a tiny bit.

Here are the words to Change, by Blind Melon.

I don’t feel the suns comin’ out today
its staying in, its gonna find another way.
As I sit here in this misery, I don’t
think I’ll ever see the sun from here.

And oh as I fade away,
they’ll all look at me and say, and they’ll say,
Hey look at him! I’ll never live that way.
But that’s okay
they’re just afraid to change.

When you feel your life ain’t worth living
you’ve got to stand up and
take a look around you then a look way up to the sky.
And when your deepest thoughts are broken,
keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin’ it’s time to die.

And as we all play parts of tomorrow,
some ways will work and other ways we’ll play.
But I know we all can’t stay here forever,
so I want to write my words on the face of today.
and then they’ll paint it

And oh as I fade away,
they’ll all look at me and they’ll say,
Hey look at him and where he is these days.
When life is hard, you have to change.

And here is the video again. I hope it helps. Hugs to you, Your friend Rainey

 

For a Friend: Patience

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For you, MBC. You are worth it.

 

A Lovely Day March 3, 2013

Filed under: about me,all,living,miscellaneous,musings,personal,thoughts — rainey46 @ 5:01 pm
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Today was a lovely day, filled with little accomplishments. I like weekends when Hubs works, not because I don’t like to spend time with him, but because I OWN my day. I get up when I like and I spend my entire day selfishly. For me, that is HUGE. My entire life I spent living to do things for others, living to make others happy, living to fix everyone except myself; to be selfish is foreign to me, but oh so nice.

So, what did I do? I slept late. It was glorious and made me happy, so I awoke with a smile. It doesn’t sound exciting, but I cleaned my house. I love my house to be clean, and I enjoy putting on great music and scrubbing everything until it sparkles. Then I played on the ‘net and did some work for my job. In between all of that, I played with my pups and sat outside in the sunlight. My only regret is I left my camera at work, so no pictures today!

I am back inside now, and the sun is slowly beginning to sink. I feel content.

 

Ho! Hey! February 14, 2013

Filed under: about me,all,music — rainey46 @ 9:17 pm
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This song has been playing in my head for days….LoVe it!