Do you ever get the feeling that you want, need to be more? That’s how I feel. I need to be more…of something….of anything. I’m middle-of-the-road vanilla. I’m good at a few things, but never great. I live my life with one foot in one doorway, and the other foot in the other doorway. It’s like I cannot decide who or what I am, so I’m stuck. Am I destined for mediocrity? I feel like there is something more….I just don’t know what direction to take.